Smart Went Crazy

So yeah, got back from the hospital after visiting my sister. Yup, just my sister. Wasn’t able to see my nephew since I’m kinda sick and I they won’t let me in the NICU. What’s worse is my sister can’t see her own baby because she is sick as well. It’s sad, really.

But the most important part is that little Avery gets better and stronger. He won’t be able to leave the hospital until he is able to breathe and eat on his own, which is approximately gonna be in 6~8 weeks (when his due date was). I think he’s already off the respirator, so at least there are signs of improvement right now. I may have been losing faith in religion recently, but there is still a loose tie that led me to really pray for someone/something for the first time since… ever. Get better you little trooper.

I guess if I had to find a silver lining, it’s that when we he gets better and we can get him out of the hospital, that very moment will be even sweeter because of the long wait. It’s gonna take a while, but all these pieces of life are slowly falling into place.

life seems to be getting easier and much better in general.

Wrestling season is almost over which means FREEDOM. I can have my social life again. Oh, and I can eat whatever, whenever, and however much I want. But until then, I’m gonna stick it through the rest of the season. We may be cracking down harder in practice, but this is the “fun” part of the season. Got leagues this weekend, CIF next weekend, and hopefully I make Masters the week after. Really can’t wait for the banquet though haha. I should stay in shape after wrestling season is over thanks to P90X. Trying to hella tone my body before summer!

School should be getting easier since I can devote more time to my work. Kinda dreading all of the AP exams even though that’s not until May. Eh, it’s not so bad though.

Oh, and Spring Break should be fucking amazing! Even though I only have one week, I have a lot planned. Right after I get out of school, I’m heading out to Las Vegas. IDK for sure who else is going with me; only a couple people confirmed, but we wanna mob deep. Anyways, I was originally supposed to just save my nigga Bobby and bring him back to SD, but apparently his mom is gonna pay for two hotel rooms for us. Hotel party? =D and Ben should “turn 24 years old” by then too so “supplies” should be taken care of haha. When I head back to SD Imma get my stuff ready for SF+Vallejo. Finna get hyphy!! ahha. Imma stay up there for a couple days. I get to visit and chill w/ friends and family whom I miss a lot. Haven’t seen some of them in months and it’s about damn time I see them already. And when I get back to SD, there’s the San Diego Pillow Fight on April 3rd by the fountain at Horton Plaza (Downtown). Gotta start saving up money and hope all goes as planned.